after much thought, and hours of listening to fightstar, i've decided to finally forgive my ex for his stupidity. i see no reason to continue hating him, it'll just give me frown lines and make me look old and menopausal (and i don't want to look old and menopausal, i'm ugly enough). i think i deserve to be happy and not be in this constant state of limbo. besides, when there's someone who says he'll be good to you, doesn't that signal that it's high-time you allow someone else in your life? but no, i will not settle - especially not for someone who i can't fancy. it's times like these when i get bitter over the guys who refuse to fancy me back. pathetic really.

but for now, since no one interesting bothers to notice me, my little funny alien friends will keep me company whilst the chair beside remains empty. you can sit there if you want (it's really comfortable), but you first have to buy me orange gummies and candyfloss and popcorn and lemonade - i'm hungry.


...and OneRepublic is sexy. Ryan Tedder can sing to me anyday.