i'm supposed to be catching up on the schoolwork i've been neglecting for the past few weeks but i'm currently consumed by this need to learn piano and thus am not in the right frame of mind to write essays and finish readings. listening to piano laden songs all day made me wish that i hadn't squirmed away from my parents' grip when they brought me to a music school to learn piano. stupid 8 year old me, if you hadn't been all shy and scared, i could be some piano-whiz right now.

why the hell didn't i choose to major in music instead...

shit. i should sleep. holy week seriously messed up my bedtime.

p.s: dear muse, can you please listen to 'Johari Window' by Plainsunset. thank you very much.