so i have a final exam in about 7 hours and here i am blogging instead of stuffing my brain with information that i would probably never use again. i don't test well. i should never be tested because it would just be a waste of time. i probably wouldn't bother reading the questions before filling the paper up or i would probably just write my name and doze off. i don't see the point behind examinations. who gives a damn if i can remember the year Bonaparte crowned himself Emperor? he's dead, what do i care?

but i joke. i test relatively well - if i bother to exert the effort anyways. i've just been a lazy bum these past few months. even walking tires (and bores) the hell out of me. i've annoyed my friends countless of times due to my incessant exclamations of "it's too far" or "carry me" or "i'm tired" after just taking a few steps forward (or sometimes even by just standing up). i'm a sloth. sloths should be shot.

i don't fancy myself being a sloth. weird as it may seem, i actually enjoy the fact that i have a tendency to go all nerdy on people and put my studies first above anything else. i relish in the moments whenever my friends call me a nerd because despite the term garnering a bad reputation, being a nerd isn't that bad at all. sure, people will assume you are a loser who does nothing but stay home and bury your face in a book, but so what? books are love.

strange how i actually say thank you when people make fun of me. i've been called a million names (nerd, loser, slut, whore, bitch...etc) and instead of cursing back at them with my vast vocabulary of chinese curse words, i say thank you, smile and tell them i love them. i'm a hippie. flower power to the extreme people.

no, not really. again i joke. i actually rather punch their faces out, but i'm not much into violence. i fear breaking my wrist and everyone knows how much i treasure my wrist.

gah. what a stupid entry. i used the word 'actually' way too many times.
i actually think it's because i actually lack the vocabulary to actually be a writer. heh.


...and busy week ahead. yay.

thursday - gig (Sucat, Paranaque)
friday - gig (Rakrakan Series 7, Dayo Bar QC)
saturday - recording/photoshoot

i better find time to clean up my mess of a room or mommy will kill me.