fucking pissed because i just lost all the mp3s i've collected throughout my whole life and all the pictures and videos i've ever taken with my best friends. oh and all of fairlight's guide tracks that i've spent hours recording in my room and the tabs and lyrics that i've been meticulously compiling are gone too. great, now i have to start from scratch. recording's next week, so death be to me.

i know it's stupid to cry about it but i can't help it - i cried and threw things around.

this is why my brother annoys me sometimes.
friggin ask me where i save my most precious files first before you decide to format my desktop damn it!

...and i would blast the angriest song ever to match my mood but my computer's basically empty now.